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I drink for three reasons

December 30th, 2009

Most people who drink think that others enjoy alcohol for the same reaons as themselves. This could be further form the truth. There are several reasons many people decide to drink, but I’ve discovered that I am a combination of many. These are the main reasons I drink:

1) Because I deserve it. This is a reliquary way of thinking from my grandfather’s generation. I drink when I get home because I’ve worked more than an eight hour day paying my dues and trying to be a good worker. I deserve a little bit of calmness, tastiness, and something to take the edge off.

2) Because I like forgetting my sorrows in a bottle. Yes, this is the most dangerous reason that could exist. But when you are as analytical as I am, constantly thinking, alcohol takes away that. It helps me get out of my brain for once and just be able to understand the time and present. This is more why my parent’s generation started drinking. Sometimes I like to forget I am a part of this world – escapism if you will. Alcohol is pretty good for that.

3) It tastes good. Despite what some people say, “The people who tell you they drink because it tastes good are lying,” are lying. Those are just complete party players who don’t understand reasons number 1 and 2. They think everyone is drinking just to get drunk and feel up random people at a party. I, however, enjoy the taste of many alcohols. Sometimes the best thing to have is a glass of Jameson on the rocks with a splash of water. This is why higher end liquors are even made – for the people who think about taste. Alcohol can be good, and being able to describe attributes of different liquors just makes it a goober activity. I fit in.

So, when I look over these three reasons, it makes me ok with how my relationship with alcohol is. I have no guilt whatsoever. This is why I haven’t partied and gotten shitfaced all the time, or finished a handle of awful vodka just to completely blackout. And I hope this relationship with alcohol never dies.

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Forget 2009, we want 2010!

December 28th, 2009

As I sit here unsatisfied with my life, I have been trying to figure out exactly what I want to do with it. I count 2009 as a lot of personal failures in my professional life. I did not get into the graduate schools I wanted (thought about it on the economy and the fact they want people with 2 years work experience), I took the first job offered to me (Bleh!), I lost strength, endurance, and gained weight after my car accident – the list goes on. So, even as cliche as it is, I will try to make goals for me to reach in this new year. I am determined to be happy and healthier than ever before. This blog, mainly dedicated to my design spiels, will now entail all aspects of my life, not just design.

So, here are my goals for 2010:

1.) Lose fat, gain muscle, tone like a m’fer, increase endurance (8 weeks to accomplish targeted weight, spend the rest of life toning)
2.) Establish meal plans based on seasons (For the entire year. Dinners are usually taken care of between my boyfriend and me, but I need to get things for breakfast and lunch).
3.) Practice tai chi 4 times a week.
4.) Train for tai chi competition (Long form, sabre, push hands).
5.) Shoot my bow/improve archery, 0.5 hr every week
6.) Work out 6 times per week (3 cardio based, 3 strength based – excludes tai chi)
7.) Figure out a plan for graduate school – timelines, money, GRE
8.) Finish up 3 months salary in savings and open a roth IRA
9.) Specify an area of design to get better at and create projects for myself.
10.) Blog at least once every week about my progress
11.) Find a co-ed beginner’s team for a sport for Sundays
12.) Drink 1.0L of water every day
13.) Find a job that will make me happier

These are my goals that I thought up just by sitting down. There might be an addendum later on, but so far this is it. I plan to post pictures of my body so I can track the results. Also, calendar of my workouts and meal plan will start arriving. I need to be motivated for myself, not just doing things for other people. I need to enjoy life, even if my job is crappy. So here’s to the new year, Year of the Tiger. I am a Fire Tiger, so hopefully it will turn out splendidly.

 

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